Aye oop ,
    Don't know nought about Ethiopia,
   but what a good idea to put stream on consciousnes through the mill
  whimsical, surprising , oceanic,
  of verse exposition.
   Wonder if I'll learn anything,
 through such a well-tuned for the sensitive soul, endeavour. 
    To get perspective on fears and terrors 
 as pet obsessions are cast adrift on a sea
 bobbing with unexpected rythms and strange felicities,
  - might be one advantage .
 
Me, in Italy , after nigh on nine months,
 out of my familar port of home - anglospherical 
 in my case as well ,

   I would say , be careful 
 bout launching your bark into very foreign parts. 
   If you can visit FIRST, without burning any bridges (as they say) 
 all the better. 
  I am still hopeful of finding a permanent home in this land, 
 of in France, but it has stretched 
 every sinew of my resolve beyond any previous expectation. 

   Good- yes- to remember ,
  you can prevail by working slow ly
 over a long long haul .
   Difficult situations can be transformed into adventitious miracles, 
   with perseverance, sticking power and strength of oak and willowy-ness of yew.
   Can you unleash true vision ot summon what is wonderful,
   from what for the first months is wailing unhappiness,
 barren nothingnesses , dry lands of knotted weeds,
 taunting your weakness and wickednesses? -
   to find wells of water , springs of life , release of ease,
 surety, peace - spun from the dubious fustian of the refugee?

   I am still trying, 
 and still hopeful, I will get there.
 But I think you may need :
   staying power, accurate vision you will also work for
   indefatigably;
 and then the small caress
 of the world telling you that yes, 
   you now qualify -
 for the whole world to be your oyster. 

On Wed, Apr 10, 2019 at 4:18 AM [hidden email] [via ES] <[hidden email]> wrote:

Hello everyone

Hope you all are doing well in

your journeys

Been pondering for awhile where

to go from here

Parents are moving to airport

apartments in atlanta in June.

About 50 days

We stay 1km from airport.

They say they will help me

relocate to yucatan mexico or

Ethiopia where i was born and

moved to the US when i was

about 3.Looking back i have

always been sensitive to

caffeine,noise,peoples energies

and realize there may be

something more to this

EHS.Perhaps it is sensitivity to

environment in general or

something nuerochemical.

Anyways now it doesn’t seem like

the sensitivity is improving and

am looking to relocate although it

will be emotionally/physically

challenging as the emf has

affected the nerves to where i can

feel strange nerve sensations.

I was at the library recently

applying for online

jobs.100meters from a cell tower

Near the childrens playground as

well wifi inside.After two hours of

applying to online teaching

english to china work, i felt

neurological weakness as if all

The dopamine was taken out of

me.It felt like i could hardly

speak.I thought to myself if i am

Struggling with this how will i

make it through a 3.5 hr flight to

Mexico or a 14 hr flight to

Ethiopia from DC.Where i stay

In atlanta nearby the airport is

one of the busiest international

airports.A 2.5 hr flight to DC

would put me in another aiport

With lots of emf atlhough my

father says the 14 hr flt non stop

From DC to Ethiopia has no wifi

And it leaves in the morning early

like 8 or 9.

I just came back from lousiville

Kentucky a week ago and felt

slightly better there than atlanta

Although i was near the airports

I didnt hear any jets flying

overhead and disturbing me like

they do in atlanta.As an injured

Animal the natural instinct is to

Go to the rural america where

there are more trees lower

population.Driving back from

Kentucky i felt better in the small

Towns where population is low

And houses are spaced out

although there were some cell

towers.This is instinct and one

wonders if this is not a good idea

to make decisions based on

instincts as i worry that as an

animal that is already injured with

Inflammation going through an

airport to reach a low emf nation

And then the unknown of healing

Fast enough to find work with

1200 in savings.Animals live in

the present and our sapien

species have evolved with the

capababilities of planning longer

Term.But there is that animalistic

Part of me that just wants to

retreat into the country and hope

That telecomm decides not to put

5g there or people stop it.I

imagine about these kinds of

scenerios which seems to make

deciding more difficult.I would like

to be better at making wiser

decisions.

Instincts vs logic

Maybe its a combo of both

The unknown of dealing with ehs

Symptoms at the airport to arrive

At a 3rd world country with just

A little money.Creativity,Joint and

Nerve pain from ehs.

Sometimes i think about living

in lake tahoe nevada where my

Mother says she will help me out

Then there is this concern that

telecomm will eventually get there

and then what will i be left with

Anyways thank you all and i

would appreciate any suggestions

going from here

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